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27 May 2013

26 May 2013

HYPOMONE
(uttalas hypomoni)
ὑπομονή 

remain behind, survive, be patient, to stand ones ground, to stand firm, to endure

O I –

If ions that are gyrating around the magnetic field in this trapped region encounter neutral LISM atoms, they can steal electrons from the neutral atoms. Because the solar wind particles are now neutral, again, and are not affected by magnetic fields, they travel in a straight line in the direction they were going when they became neutral. Many of these particles happen to travel inward to our region of the Solar System and can be detected by the IBEX spacecraft as it orbits Earth.

Because so many ions are confined in the trapped region, so many more neutral atoms come from this region, and it looks like a brighter swath in the IBEX maps. This region corresponds to the IBEX Ribbon and runs perpendicular to the interstellar magnetic field. Imagine the Ribbon source, then, as a thick band of trapped ions, like a life preserver around a person in a pool.

http://www.ibex.swri.edu/





07 May 2013

Painting by Antonio Vitale

Some Incomplete Story.
SWs darling coactor MC had persuaded the wicked dragon that its best shot at survival was at the zoo.
They had also agreed that the dragon baby was to be brought up properly by MC and SW.

They were about to live happily.
One day the angelic Messenger of Love appeared before SW and reminded her that she and MC were appointed earthly messengers
but that they didnt seem to be giving it much thought.
In fact the MoL had just spoken to MC in his Developed Duck vehicle and he had expressed both surprise and hesitation
on the fact of being SWs counterpart as earthly MoL.

SW, much embarrased, promised to do all she could muster in order to coheir MC into his suitable position.
The MoL gave her the beauty of a flower to seal her commitment.
“Give this flower water. You have until it withers and dies to show that you are up to it”
the MoL announced and departed.

“Please tell MC to come here now. He doesnt answer his phone”
SW called after it.

She hugged the baby dragon and schemed in vain.





Poetry

I, too, dislike it: there are things that are important beyond all
this fiddle.
Reading it, however, with a perfect contempt for it, one
discovers in
it after all, a place for the genuine.
Hands that can grasp, eyes
that can dilate, hair that can rise
if it must, these things are important not because a

high-sounding interpretation can be put upon them but because
they are
useful. When they become so derivative as to become
unintelligible,
the same thing may be said for all of us, that we
do not admire what
we cannot understand: the bat
holding on upside down or in quest of something to

eat, elephants pushing, a wild horse taking a roll, a tireless wolf
under
a tree, the immovable critic twitching his skin like a horse that
feels a
flea, the base-
ball fan, the statistician--
nor is it valid
to discriminate against 'business documents and

school-books'; all these phenomena are important. One must
make a distinction
however: when dragged into prominence by half poets, the
result is not poetry,
nor till the poets among us can be
'literalists of
the imagination'--above
insolence and triviality and can present

for inspection, 'imaginary gardens with real toads in them', shall
we have
it. In the meantime, if you demand on the one hand,
the raw material of poetry in
all its rawness and
that which is on the other hand
genuine, you are interested in poetry.




05 May 2013

Sören Kirkegaard föddes för 200 år sedan





"Would you not rather have a peach?" asked 
Goat. "For that won't take as long." 

"Yes," said the Little Harp, "I believe I would 
rather have a peach." 

So he ate the peach on the spot, seed, fuzz, 
and all, and Goat asked him with the last swal- 
low, "What next?" 

"Next I would like a girl, kidnaped and 
brought to my door here," said Little Harp. "But 
I dare say you will not know where to find one/ 1 

"I have no kidnaped girl with me," said Goat, 
"but I have one in my mind. How soon do you 
want her?" 

04 May 2013

film stills: The Secret Garden (Agnieszka Holland, 1993)


Robert Lowell Waking in the blue

 

28 April 2013

The Medea and Some Poems (1935)
Countee Cullen

Any Human to Another

The ills I sorrow at
Not me alone
Like an arrow,
Pierce to the marrow,
Through the fat
And past the bone.

Your grief and mine
Must intertwine
Like sea and river,
Be fused and mingle,
Diverse yet single,
Forever and forever.

Let no man be so proud
And confident,
To think he is allowed
A little tent
Pitched in a meadow
Of sun and shadow
All his little own.

Joy may be shy, unique,
Friendly to a few,
Sorrow may be scorned to speak
To any who
Were false or ture.
Your every grief
Like a blade
Shining and unsheathed

Must strike me down.
Of bitter aloes wreathed,
My sorrow must be laid
On your head like a crown.

27 April 2013


Building+the+inner+wall+of+demonstration+coolroom

detail of a traditional small village in the Lake Victoria in Uganda (Africa)


23 April 2013



 
Heart of oak beams of the frame of Saint-Girons church in Monein, France
Above: Afghan women and child
Above: Moses and the women by Tintoretto
7: 30 this evening as the plane goes on to Cambodia.
A whopping 1 year and 3 months.
Very quickly, resulting in a long thing and my body odor and the marks still quite a bit left, so I'd love for my tongue and ears.

Its 10-year bonds are back to shake at the sound of a hand has been calling me.

Treat yourself to a week or so in an hour, but the depth of the heart the old material seemed to be one-to-one time to turn around.

I've lived another very often had come popping that Doc did not dither.
Today I was a little excited and flirted.
[6] at this place, and have things you'd like to be back soon, but this buildup
Over the past two years, but did not take my body close to the break, Eragon briefly trying to pace the rest of the illusory.

In the old days, they used to come back when it was a stuffy beats and mind.
This time was going to come back as a rewarding way to be happy.

Living trends.
I'll be some filling.

Contacts are with me during your stay there and lives ...
In this space we'll squeeze off the flesh.

In all, serenity ~ ~ 
 
(Translated by Bing)
오늘 저녁 7시 반 비행기로 캄보디아에 갑니다.
무려 1년 3개월 만에 가네요.
워낙 오랜 인연이 쌓여있고 내 체취와 흔적들이 아직도 적잖이 남아있는 곳, 그래서 조금은 삭혀내고 싶기도 한 곳.

그 10여 년의 인연들이 다시 나를 부르는 소리에 흔들려 잠시 손을 거두고 들어갑니다.

기껏 일주일 남짓한 시간이지만 마음 깊이 예전의 머묾시간들을 돌아보게 될 듯 합니다.

살기도 했었고 또 워낙 자주 들락거렸기에 그닥 떨림이 없었는데....
오늘은 좀 흥분도 되고 설레기도 합니다.
벌여놓은, 그리고 하려는 일들이 쌓여있으니 곧 돌아와야하지만,
지난 2년여 가까이 휴식이라곤 취하지 않았던 내 몸에 짧게나마 휴식을 주려는 걸음으로 들어갑니다.

예전에 돌아오곤 할 때는 답답한 마음도 없잖아 있었는데요.
이번에 다녀오는 길은 기쁜 마음으로 돌아오려고 합니다.

살아가는 기운.
조금더 채워서 오겠습니다.

그곳에 머무는 동안 저와의 인연들 그리고 삶들..
이 공간에 살짜기 얹혀보겠습니다.

모두 평온하십시오~~

22 April 2013

"

Let me be...

Let me share with u my story
U do all u can to listen intently
Let me whisper the name
U do the freedom shout
Let me speak words of condemnation
U ensure it's passed word of mouth
Let me take the hit
U say my epilogue

Let me strap this on
U pick up the pieces
Let there be peace
U battle on regardless
Let me be taken away
U do all u can to get me out
Let me be the first to stand on the frontlines
U watch my back

Let me survey the scene
U hold on to my every word closely
Let me seperate the real from the phoney
U see them for what they are - hypocrisy
Let me look the oppressor in the eye
U do what u can to make the resistance multiply
Let me give up my life in sacrifice
U make sure questions are asked when I die


Let me paint it black
U see a man of many acts
Let me draw the curtain
U respect me for that
Let me inject a willingness
U do all u can not to detract
Let me envisage heaven & hell
U count the human cost

Let me appreciate the sun rise
U should also see the signs of God
Let me string words of poetic justice
U adhere to the questions & answers
Let me stand firm on this ground
U dig yourself out of the quick sand
Let me reach for the sky
U break the chained shackles of lies

Let me fight for my life
U protect my right
Let me be the voice of the voiceless
U do all u can to stay focussed
Let me be the artist who paints the picture
U add the missing colour
Let me tangle with danger
U make sure that I will be remembered


Let me be churned out on this journey
U be weary of the fall-out that follows me
Let me be a rebel who dispells all doubt
U be someone who finds a way out
Let me profess my truth
U shield me from these fools
Let me love who I choose
U stop the out cry that's sure to ensue

Let me put my demons to rest
U carry on no matter the cost
Let me march to my land
U count my every step
Let me recall the forgotten child
U ensure the orphan finds a helping hand
Let me be the clinched fist
U be the collective anguish

Let me be the battering ram
U be the force behind its impact
Let me dream a lil' dream
U help realise it's more even if u have to scream
Let me be your mouth piece
U be my protest march
Let me be your instrument of contempt
U be my true friend

Let me be...




Let me be... 





21 April 2013

Judy is staring at the Sun
Catherine Wheel

20 April 2013

...she once remarked in a poem, "Some Like Poetry",
 that no more than two out of a thousand people care for the art.

Wislawa Szymborska frequently employed literary devices such as ironic precision, paradox, contradiction and understatement, to illuminate philosophical themes and obsessions... She wrote from unusual points of view, such as a cat in the newly empty apartment of its dead owner... When asked why she had published so few poems, she said: "I have a trash can in my home"
http://info-poland.buffalo.edu/web/arts_culture/literature/poetry/szymborska/poems/link.shtml 

A Cat in an Empty Apartment
Wislawa Szymborska
translated by Walter Whipple
http://www.mission.net/poland/warsaw/literature/poems/cat.htm 

Die? One does not do that to a cat.
Because what's a cat to do
in an empty apartment?
Climb the walls.
Caress against the furniture.
It seems that nothing has changed here,
but yet things are different.
Nothing appears to have been relocated,
yet everything has been shuffled about.
The lamp no longer burns in the evenings.

Footsteps can be heard on the stairway,
but they're not the ones.
The hand which puts the fish on the platter
is not the same one which used to do it.

Something here does not begin
at its usual time.
Something does not happen quite
as it should
Here someone was and was,
then suddenly disappeared
and now is stubbornly absent.
All the closets were peered into.
The shelves were walked through.
The rug was lifted and examined.
Even the rule about not scattering
papers was violated.

What more is to be done?
Sleep and wait.

Let him return,
at least make a token appearance.
Then he'll learn
that one shouldn't treat a cat like this.
He will be approached
as though unwillingly,
slowly,
on very offended paws.
With no spontaneous leaps or squeals at first.



True Love http://wonderingminstrels.blogspot.no/2001/02/true-love-wislawa-szymborska.html

14 April 2013

10 April 2013

Diskreta Kretsar.
http://sv.wikipedia.org/wiki/Digitalteknik
En signal i ett digitalt system ligger i något av två spänningsintervall. De i övre intervallet representerar logiskt 1 och signaler i det undre logiskt 0. Intervallen är väl åtskilda med ett mellanliggande förbjudet område där signalen är odefinierad.
  Ett Venn-diagram som visar två mängder. Snittet mellan dem motsvarar den logiska funktionen A OCH B.

15 March 2013

(I have no idea why I keep this, except for the beautiful little urn)

Benämning:
Urna (Sakord)

Historik:
Användning:
Accession (Gåva):

Beskrivning:
Föremålet visas i basutställningen Uddevalla genom tiderna, Bohusläns museum, Uddevalla.

Spinnkruka eller relikvarium.
Rhenländskt stengods tillverkat i Raerenområdet. 
I Raeren fanns ovanligt fina leror.

Krukorna användes av spinnerskor till att fukta fingrarna i, därför är öppningen stor nog för ett finger.
Krukan hängde kring spinnerskans hals eller på spinnrocken.
Troligen handlar det om spinning av lin.

I Norge användes spinnkrukor även som relikvarium. I krukorna förvarades heliga ting och förseglades med vax.Flera av de norska fynden har en tydlig anknytning till kyrkliga miljöer. Några fynd pekar på att man haft krukorna i samband med votiv- eller offerhandlingar. I västskandinaviskt område kan de haft särskild anknytning till Nidaros ärkestift. Man har bla funnit ett litet krus på bottnen av Nidarosdomens kyrkobrunn (helgad åt st Olav). Man tror att en pilgrim tappat sitt krus när han skulle fylla det med heligt vatten. 
Dessa små kärl har alltså förutom det vardagliga bruket i hushållet även medförts av pilgrimmer till St Olavs källa i Nidaros eller möjligen inköpts på plats för att förvara heligt vatten i.

Relik - kvarleva av helig person eller föremål förknippad med denna.
Relikvarium - behållare för reliker.

Ur handskrivna katalogen 1957-1958: Liten urna
H: 5,8. Bottendiam: 3,4. Gulbrun glasyr. Skadad. Uddevalla

12 March 2013

10 March 2013


Auspicious Light Pagoda
RuiGuang Ta
in Suzhou in China

09 March 2013


Minarets also function as air conditioning mechanisms: as the sun heats the dome,
air is drawn in through open windows then up and out of the minaret, thereby providing natural ventilation.
Minarets have been described as the "gate from heaven and earth"

04 March 2013


"Signs are not the point, they point to the point. A reflection on our fascination with signs and wonders."

In my first psychosis, one of my first complaints was directed to this still undefined area and amounted to that the world was so filled with all kinds of signs that were so confusing that I felt I was seeing nowhere significant.

19 February 2013

PINNACLE
The pinnacle had two purposes:
Ornamental – adding to the loftiness and verticity of the structure. They sometimes ended with statues, such as in Milan Cathedral.
Structural – the pinnacles were very heavy and often rectified with lead, in order to enable the flying buttresses to contain the stress of the structure vaults and roof. This was done by adding compressive stress (a result of the pinnacle weight) to the thrust vector and thus shifting it downwards rather than sideway.
crocket is a hook-shaped decorative element common in Gothic architecture. It is in the form of a stylised carving of curled leaves, buds or flowers which is used at regular intervals to decorate the sloping edges of spiresfinialspinnacles, and wimpergs.


Oliver Webb carving ball-flowers for Hereford Cathedral tower.

BALLFLOWER

Picture of Ball-Flower
In architecture a ball-flower is an ornament resembling a ball placed in a circular flower, the three petals of which form a cup round it. They are usually inserted in a hollow moulding. Ball-flower ornaments occur chiefly in the Decorated style of 14th century Gothic architecture, but it sometimes occurs, though rarely, in buildings of the 13th century, or Early English style, as in the west front of Salisbury cathedral, where it is mixed with the tooth ornament: it is however rarely found in that style, and is an indication that the work is late. A flower resembling this, except that it has four petals, is occasionally found in very late Norman work, but it is used with other flowers and ornaments, and not represented in long suits, as in the Decorated style.


17 February 2013

Title: Ancient Pagan and Modern Christian Symbolism
Last Updated: November 17, 2012

Plate Xi. 087

With two exceptions, Figs. 4 and 9,—exhibits Christian emblems of the trinity or linga, and the unity or yoni, alone or combined; the whole being copied from Pugin's Glossary of Ecclesiastical Ornament (London, 1869). 

Fig. 1 is copied from Pugin, plate xvii., and indicates a doable anion of the trinity with the unity, here represented as a ring, Vanneau.
     * There is an able essay on this subject in No. 267 of the
     Edinburgh Review—which almost exhausts the subject—but is
     too long for quotation here.
 
...

It has been said by some critics that the figures above referred to are mere architectural fancies, which never had pretensions to embody a mystery; and that any designer would pitch upon such a style of ornamentation although profoundly ignorant of the doctrine of the trinity and unity. But this assumption is not borne out by fact; the ornaments on Buddhist topes have nothing in common with those of Christian churches; whilst in the ruined temple of the sun at Marttand, India, the trefoil emblem of the trinity is common. Grecian temples were profusely ornamented therewith, and so are innumerable Etruscan sculptures, but they do not represent the trinity and unity. It has been reserved for Christian art to crowd our churches with the emblems of Bel and Astarte, Baalim and Ashtoreth, linga and yoni, and to elevate the phallus to the position of the supreme deity, and assign to him a virgin as a companion, who can cajole him by her blandishment, weary him by wailing, or induce him to change his mind by her intercessions. Christianity certainly requires to be purged of its heathenisms.



 In their original Greek version, Doric columns stood directly on the flat pavement (the stylobate) of a temple without a base; their vertical shafts were fluted with 20 parallel concave grooves...
The triglyphs are decoratively grooved with three vertical grooves ("tri-glyph") and represent the original wooden end-beams...
The 1st open court has double rows of 32 papyrus bud columns. 
 ... the Colonnade... consists of two pairs of large open papyrus columns, which are arranged to make a long processional avenue.
Most of the time, the column shafts were copied in stone of supports made from plants, resembling either a trunk or a bundle of stems of smaller diameter.


The Doric corner conflict:

Spiral fluted columns in the Great Colonnade at Apamea in Syria

Doric columns usually had 20 flutes, while Ionic columns usually had 24 flutes. 

28 January 2013

Structures of the human telomeric repeat.
(a,b) Parallel structure from crystal structure, PDB 1KF1. (c,d) NMR structure, PDB 143D. (a,c) Top views. (b,d) Side views.
Guanines are shown in blue, the phosphate backbone as a gold ribbon.

"We need to be open about what its structure is, because it's dynamic."
Shankar Balasubramanian

... the four-stranded DNA arose most frequently during the so-called "s-phase" when a cell copies its DNA just prior to dividing.

Russian DNA Discoveries Proof of 12-Strand DNA Activation Theory?
Different opinions on that:


The genome looks like it is far more of a network of RNA transcripts that are all collaborating together. Some go off and make proteins; [and] quite a few, although we know they are there, we really do not have a good understanding of what they do.

The Encode Project

06 January 2013

Stained glass mural on Alaskan theme: dog sled.
Photo manipulated with GIMP: there is no angle from which to shoot a rectangular image the way this is displayed in the museum.
Photo by Joe Mabel of 1910 stained glass piece originally part of a downtown Seattle storefront, The Alaskan Cigar Store in the original Arctic Club (now Morrison Hotel). This piece is now in Museum of History and Industry (MOHAI), Seattle, Washington, although two other comparable pieces remain as part of the building.
Unknown stained glass artist.
Separate photo of same glass. That one is sharper, and is probably the one that should be used (I got a better camera).

01 January 2013

As Mother Teresa said in her letter to SMI, “Today, Jesus relives his passion in so many who need the help of mental health professionals loyal to Christ and to the Holy Father.” She is telling us that Jesus is suffering with schizophrenia, alcoholism, psychosexual addiction, bulimia, bi-polar disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and all kinds of pyschic guilt, shame, panic, hostility and inferiority. And when we see Jesus at the Last Judgement, he will remind us “whatever you did to the least of my brothers and sisters you did to me.”
http://www.saintmichael.net/why-smi.html

05 December 2012

Du som är i himmelen
Helgat varde ditt verk
Tillkomme ditt rike
Såsom i himmelen
Så ock på jorden

Giv oss vårt dagliga bröd
Och förlåt oss våra synder
Såsom och vi bör förlåta dem oss skyldiga äro
Och inled oss icke i frestelse
Utan fräls oss ifrån ondo

Ty riket är ditt
Och makten och härligheten
I evighet




You who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy works.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses,
as we should forgive those who trespass against us,
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory,
for ever and ever.

09 November 2012





Flint was the eighteenth of the twenty prehispanic symbol. Its design is a knife or razor made of stone. It seems that this design is formed by the area of intersection between two circles. I believe that the flint is the symbol of the solar eclipse, tonatiuhcuallo in Nahuatl, caused by the interposition of the moon between the earth and the sun
In an annular eclipse of the Sun is very clear to see how the sun king is maimed by a portion of your disk. The mutilated portion is a tecpatl . Also during a total solar eclipse can be seen as the flint widens to cover the entire Sun
Within twenty days ring calendrical opposite the rabbit this flint and symbolizes the moon. The rabbit represents the full moon and the new moon flint. The hollow center is made of maguey sap called to extract water and honey which is produced pulque, resembles a pot that was represented in the codices as the pot of the moon. When is full of white sap is at its full moon phase. In mythology the rabbit takes drunk that water and leaving the empty pot, new moon, is just a stone, the tecpatl , inside, the stone covering the hollow of the maguey, to protect the ritual of liquid rainfall and dust.
The process of extracting juice from the maguey is repetitive, the void is filled in a few days and the liquid is extracted leaving it empty until refilled to repeat the process.The operation resembles the processes of full moon and new moon.
Flint was associated with the moon and still to this day remains in the memory of indigenous myth of care for pregnant women in an eclipse. If they are not protected with a flint knife or scissors, the child in the womb may be born with a cleft lip. This lip recalls the shape of the mouth of the rabbits and they were associated with the moon.The rabbit, visible in the full phase of the satellite, was drawn in some codices loading to the moon.
In the mythology of India is exactly like this picture and not just the rabbit but the deer that loads the Sun Funny thing is the knowledge that the Chinese also seen on the face of the moon rabbit.
Flint was part of the pre-Hispanic symbols for years. The first year was the house, the second rabbit, reed third and fourth flint.



This Trecena starts with 1 Etznab (Flint/Mirror) – reflection, spiritual warrior, self-sacrificing healer and defender,
facing the truth with strength.
To the Ancient Maya, Flint symbolized the consciousness of duality, right and wrong, good and evil,
faith and fear, the spiritual warrior who, through his actions, chooses the ethical and moral path.

There is evidence of another ancient interpretation of the Flint glyph. According to Tony Shearer in
Beneath the Moon and Under the Sun, there was a Maya story told to Friar Juan de Cordova
on the day of Flint about a light coming from the Sun as a Solar Beam bringing with it the “Book of Days”
which we know as the sacred calendar or Tzolkin. 

“On the day we call Tecpatl ( Flint ) a great light came from the northeastern sky.
It glowed for four days in the sky, then lowered itself to that rock
(the rock can still be seen at Tenochtitlan de Valle in Oaxaca ).
From the light there came a great, a very powerful being
who stood on the very top of the rock and glowed like the sun in the sky. 

There he stood for all to see, shining day and night.
Then he spoke, his voice was like thunder, booming across the valley.

Our old men and women, the astronomers and astrologists,
could understand him and he could understand them. 

He (the Solar Beam) told us how to pray and fixed for us days of fast and feasting.
He then balanced the “Book of days,” (Sacred Calendar) and left,
vowing that he would always watch down on us, his beloved people.” 

17 October 2012



The Nag Hammadi Library

The Thunder, Perfect Mind


Translated by George W. MacRae
I was sent forth from the power,
and I have come to those who reflect upon me,
and I have been found among those who seek after me.
Look upon me, you who reflect upon me,
and you hearers, hear me.
You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves.
And do not banish me from your sight.
And do not make your voice hate me, nor your hearing.
Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time. Be on your guard!
Do not be ignorant of me.

For I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin.
I am <the mother> and the daughter.
I am the members of my mother.
I am the barren one
and many are her sons.
I am she whose wedding is great,
and I have not taken a husband.
I am the midwife and she who does not bear.
I am the solace of my labor pains.
I am the bride and the bridegroom,
and it is my husband who begot me.
I am the mother of my father
and the sister of my husband
and he is my offspring.
I am the slave of him who prepared me.
I am the ruler of my offspring.
But he is the one who begot me before the time on a birthday.
And he is my offspring in (due) time,
and my power is from him.
I am the staff of his power in his youth,
and he is the rod of my old age.
And whatever he wills happens to me.
I am the silence that is incomprehensible
and the idea whose remembrance is frequent.
I am the voice whose sound is manifold
and the word whose appearance is multiple.
I am the utterance of my name.

Why, you who hate me, do you love me,
and hate those who love me?
You who deny me, confess me,
and you who confess me, deny me.
You who tell the truth about me, lie about me,
and you who have lied about me, tell the truth about me.
You who know me, be ignorant of me,
and those who have not known me, let them know me.

For I am knowledge and ignorance.
I am shame and boldness.
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am strength and I am fear.
I am war and peace.
Give heed to me.

I am the one who is disgraced and the great one.
Give heed to my poverty and my wealth.
Do not be arrogant to me when I am cast out upon the earth,
and you will find me in those that are to come.
And do not look upon me on the dung-heap
nor go and leave me cast out,
and you will find me in the kingdoms.
And do not look upon me when I am cast out among those who
are disgraced and in the least places,
nor laugh at me.
And do not cast me out among those who are slain in violence.

But I, I am compassionate and I am cruel.
Be on your guard!

Do not hate my obedience
and do not love my self-control.
In my weakness, do not forsake me,
and do not be afraid of my power.

For why do you despise my fear
and curse my pride?
But I am she who exists in all fears
and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak,
and I am well in a pleasant place.
I am senseless and I am wise.

Why have you hated me in your counsels?
For I shall be silent among those who are silent,
and I shall appear and speak,

Why then have you hated me, you Greeks?
Because I am a barbarian among the barbarians?
For I am the wisdom of the Greeks
and the knowledge of the barbarians.
I am the judgement of the Greeks and of the barbarians.
I am the one whose image is great in Egypt
and the one who has no image among the barbarians.
I am the one who has been hated everywhere
and who has been loved everywhere.
I am the one whom they call Life,
and you have called Death.
I am the one whom they call Law,
and you have called Lawlessness.
I am the one whom you have pursued,
and I am the one whom you have seized.
I am the one whom you have scattered,
and you have gathered me together.
I am the one before whom you have been ashamed,
and you have been shameless to me.
I am she who does not keep festival,
and I am she whose festivals are many.

I, I am godless,
and I am the one whose God is great.
I am the one whom you have reflected upon,
and you have scorned me.
I am unlearned,
and they learn from me.
I am the one that you have despised,
and you reflect upon me.
I am the one whom you have hidden from,
and you appear to me.
But whenever you hide yourselves,
I myself will appear.
For whenever you appear,
I myself will hide from you.

Those who have [...] to it [...] senselessly [...].
Take me [... understanding] from grief.
and take me to yourselves from understanding and grief.
And take me to yourselves from places that are ugly and in ruin,
and rob from those which are good even though in ugliness.
Out of shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly;
and out of shamelessness and shame,
upbraid my members in yourselves.
And come forward to me, you who know me
and you who know my members,
and establish the great ones among the small first creatures.
Come forward to childhood,
and do not despise it because it is small and it is little.
And do not turn away greatnesses in some parts from the smallnesses,
for the smallnesses are known from the greatnesses.

Why do you curse me and honor me?
You have wounded and you have had mercy.
Do not separate me from the first ones whom you have known.
And do not cast anyone out nor turn anyone away
[...] turn you away and [... know] him not.
[...].
What is mine [...].
I know the first ones and those after them know me.
But I am the mind of [...] and the rest of [...].
I am the knowledge of my inquiry,
and the finding of those who seek after me,
and the command of those who ask of me,
and the power of the powers in my knowledge
of the angels, who have been sent at my word,
and of gods in their seasons by my counsel,
and of spirits of every man who exists with me,
and of women who dwell within me.
I am the one who is honored, and who is praised,
and who is despised scornfully.
I am peace,
and war has come because of me.
And I am an alien and a citizen.

I am the substance and the one who has no substance.
Those who are without association with me are ignorant of me,
and those who are in my substance are the ones who know me.
Those who are close to me have been ignorant of me,
and those who are far away from me are the ones who have known me.
On the day when I am close to you, you are far away from me,
and on the day when I am far away from you, I am close to you.

[I am ...] within.
[I am ...] of the natures.
I am [...] of the creation of the spirits.
[...] request of the souls.
I am control and the uncontrollable.
I am the union and the dissolution.
I am the abiding and I am the dissolution.
I am the one below,
and they come up to me.
I am the judgment and the acquittal.
I, I am sinless,
and the root of sin derives from me.
I am lust in (outward) appearance,
and interior self-control exists within me.
I am the hearing which is attainable to everyone
and the speech which cannot be grasped.
I am a mute who does not speak,
and great is my multitude of words.
Hear me in gentleness, and learn of me in roughness.
I am she who cries out,
and I am cast forth upon the face of the earth.
I prepare the bread and my mind within.
I am the knowledge of my name.
I am the one who cries out,
and I listen.
I appear and [...] walk in [...] seal of my [...].
I am [...] the defense [...].
I am the one who is called Truth
and iniquity [...].

You honor me [...] and you whisper against me.
You who are vanquished, judge them (who vanquish you)
before they give judgment against you,
because the judge and partiality exist in you.
If you are condemned by this one, who will acquit you?
Or, if you are acquitted by him, who will be able to detain you?
For what is inside of you is what is outside of you,
and the one who fashions you on the outside
is the one who shaped the inside of you.
And what you see outside of you, you see inside of you;
it is visible and it is your garment.
Hear me, you hearers
and learn of my words, you who know me.
I am the hearing that is attainable to everything;
I am the speech that cannot be grasped.
I am the name of the sound
and the sound of the name.
I am the sign of the letter
and the designation of the division.
And I [...].
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[...] light [...].
[...] hearers [...] to you
[...] the great power.
And [...] will not move the name.
[...] to the one who created me.
And I will speak his name.

Look then at his words
and all the writings which have been completed.
Give heed then, you hearers
and you also, the angels and those who have been sent,
and you spirits who have arisen from the dead.
For I am the one who alone exists,
and I have no one who will judge me.
For many are the pleasant forms which exist in numerous sins,
and incontinencies,
and disgraceful passions,
and fleeting pleasures,
which (men) embrace until they become sober
and go up to their resting place.
And they will find me there,
and they will live,
and they will not die again.

         Selection made from James M. Robinson, ed., The Nag Hammadi Library, revised edition. HarperCollins, San Francisco, 1990.

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